RIOTTEDCATASTROPHE!

so as expected i'm chionging homework now. i feel like psyduck now-.- haha! cause researching on iran superrrrrr irritating, all get is alot of قرارداد كار عبارتست از (arabic?) and all the english ones their english dont make sense-.-

i really need to get my body clock back to normal! insomnia is getting worse omggggggg that day msn-ed with buddy(-.-) till 620 cause i wasnt tired and the past 2 days have been laying in bed for hours until i finally sleep at 5/6+, the sky was lighting up already ): if it happens again today i'll only get like 30mins of sleep! D: help! :/

i want to be quarantined! haha

edited 10.05pm/
i found out its persian not arabic hahaha. oh oh ت is a persian word, how cute! looks like smiley face heh

my sister totally ruined my 3pm maggi mee candle light meal ): i was really looking forward to the hard noodles okay! hahaha

i actually miss my tagboard, pathetic as it was haha. i feel like putting a new one back even though after awhile i'm guessing it'll go back to that same rotten state lol! hope it aint that way with life. how did i ever get to the stage believing I'm only deserving of what sometimes feels like crap :/

make up your mind Elizabeth! rah

study date with angela that day :D pics are totally unedited again couldnt be bothered. it was my ugly day all pics of me turn out blah. haha i was wearing sleeved shirts agn cos my shoulders were still peeling eeks. random but would anti dandruff shampoo help my sunburn shoulders since anti dandruff is to prevent deadskin from flaking off and tts exactly whats happening to my shoulders! oh no is that a bimbotic thought :O haha!

tried taking jumpshot with multishot self timer. super funny hahaha we just stood infront of the camera until the blinking light when off then just kept jumping for the next 10seconds and hopefully 1shot would turn out nice. we chose to ignore the fact that behind that glass everyone could see this 2 crazy jumping bean haha.

the gust of wind blew the bottle away lol

basketball milo cup tournaments ended today haha, didnt win. shall comfort myself that winners would only have won a tin on milo powder each, i was hoping a years supply of milo or something hahaha. dream on right. but considering the amount of milo i drink daily that would totally motivate me to work for the prize! i miss my milo pearl! ): that will be the only bummer if holidays were extended- one more week without it haha. but still please extend! drowning over the flood of homework now.

coach treated us and huayi girls to dinner after that :D coach has been really nice and giving me alot of chances i feel i've let him down. i actually really enjoy training with the seniors and huayi girls (: feel so full of hope again. sometimes i wished they were really my teammates. something feels so ncie about everyone really pia-ing together. somedays i just get the feeling people think 'wth this girl lousy like shit still can be captain' and then i'll feel like i'm a really useless, lousy captain. coach always say a captain doesnt necessarily have to be the best player. i know i'm far from the best and the only reason i think they choose me is because of my passion or whatever. but sometimes i feel so what if i have passion. they say a team is as strong as its weakest member. i feel like that weak link and what kind of captain pulls her team down? i can only try to make it up in other ways, to encourage and believe in you when you feel like giving up, during tourns help you refill your bottle if its empty and massage your leg if your leg hurts because your the star player and thats the only way i can contribute to the team cos if i cant play well at least i can help you play better and what else, pass down message? you could just hire a maid and she can do that too or probably would be an even better captain than me.

weds was pri school outing :D but became more of a girly outing cause sidney didnt come and llyod was abit stoney and had to leave early. took a long time finding something to wear cause my shoulders are peeling from sunburn so that rules out like 85% of my wardrobe haha! kbox-ed and caught ghost of girlfriends past and cineleisure. at first i thought it was a horror show like drag me to hell hahaha. nice show, go watch (: great catching up (: walked alot till my feet hurt ):

i dont like my right profile. not my angle! hahaha

i needed some warm hands to hold haha
(finally met up with my heater today:D)

didnt take much pics surprisingly & pics are all w/o edit this time cause i'm too tired. i've been having insomnia for 2weeks its like omggggg frustrating ): its a long time problem since i was a baby it went away for awhile but came back agn. i was so tired i was closing my eyes walking home but i laid in bed from 11-3/4 but just couldnt go to sleep! my head has been feeling like it gonna explode from the lack of sleep. mummy bringing me to the doc soon :/ get some sleeping pills maybe sigh

thats my super useless dog who invited herself to my bed, rest her on one of my pillows and hugged another. win liao lor might as welll give her the blanket-.- tired from jumping to beg for food all day.

no eyeballs-.- lol. i need to sleep ltr my eyeballs really drop out haha

could you, would you, go all the way for me?

code red 2 camp! this year theme was superheroes and we got transformers, not my favourite haha. this year camp wasnt as fun cause lesser people could make it. all the poly peeps having exam! ): all the pics are from 2nd night

first night was night walk but i wasnt scared at all. night walk was supposed to start at 1030 end by 12 but it delayed and started only at 11, and because we were the last team we only set off at 1230 omgz. washed up and as promise, we did chem in camp with seb chu and cavin accompanying us. diana had supp class the next day so die also must finish to O level paper but she dozed off so cavin and i helped her do her paper instead until 4am! :O i was zombified by then haha. woke up at 730 to do pt - 6rounds round the track D: i walked mostly and only ran abit when i was about to get lapped twice haha!

diana my camwhore buddy yay

night time was fun:D the actual campfire was rather pathetic cause everything screwed up. but the fun part was setting a record in the Singapore book of records for making the largest Youth Olympic Games logo with 2010 lightsticks! i like lightsticks! :D it was very pretty, i kupped a few home haha (: i spammed alot with the camera and lighting haha

This angle + lighting totally emphasize my sunken/hollow undereye haha. tts why i have eyebags >:(

drawing with lightsticks take forever to perfect luh! but worth it:D haha diana was complaining 'wl you take one lightstick can take so long!'
funny its always that time of the month that something had to interfere sigh. but that special day though with no way of contacting you, here's proof i thought of you k (:

who is him who is you now. :/

decided to go for class outing still in the end(: but joined back camp still immediately after outing(: partially chose to go for it cause camp had to meet at 7am at serangoon area whereas class outing was at 10am and sleep is very important to me ya know. haha

i've still got the annoying pa pa palawan beach song in my head and we learnt abit of the dance from captain palawan-.- haha! my skin can tan nowadays! in fact i got sunburnt pretty bad :O it used to be i could sit under the hot sun throughout the whole sports day and didnt get anything close to a tanline-.- some pics here, i'll upload and tag the rest on facebook for kupping(: but facebook uploading keep hanging my comp made me restart this post 3times already grrr. will upload it with another comp some time soon!

sadly captain palawan is much uglier in real life haha

terrible pic from eons ago haha

van looks even more alienish here than ET!

tommorrow till fri is camp. tomorrow's also class outing. &thursday's also tenth! most days i'm rotting at home and when there's finally something on they have to clash! ): have to choose between them yikes

spent the whole day just choosing germany pics for printing and arranging them in chronological order. will blog them soon, like finally right! hahaha. blog hopped and seems like everyone's so stressed by holiday homework! i dont know why haha. totally not feeling it. but i think once i get back from camp there wont be much time left so diana and i have agreed to do chem during camp! :/ hopefully, provided camp has got no curfew again and we wont be sleepyheads. i'll miss my bbear! ): haha

i'm blogging this in my sis room comp while she's asleep. she's sleep talking hahahah so funny!she just shouted 'what 999999999999999, you're all confusing me!' among many others i forgot lol!

havent even bathed or packed my bag and its midnight what am i doing here!

hello!

had my 2nd special chem remidial with shushu today. she was very nice and brought seaweed peanuts for us haha!(: shu told me my chem almost didnt make it to C :/ so my chinese is currently better than my chem O.O she said she know i shouldnt be there cause my chem understanding is alright and i study alot for test just that all my papers she dont know what happen to me._.

at least she isnt like other teachers who thinks i dont give a damn and never put in any effort by just looking at my fucked up results. from 3.53 to 3.03 to 2.8 now )))): it sucks more knowing i really tried. the only consolation was that i was expecting a a 2.67. i dont know whats wrong with me i work so so hard, i understand almost everything but when it comes to the test i just do the stupidest stuff or just forget how to do when i practiced it before a hundred times at home. pop quiz and i just forget how to do what i paid attention and learned in class the day before. why cant i do anything right ): i still want my brain transplant haha

anw last week's 4C CIP@Saint Anthony Home for the Aged(i think). been hoping someone would upload class pics but dont see them anywhere. Met at 830 at clementi, no lessons that day. (: supposed to teach the folks how to fold origami first. honestly if i was a oldfolk i wont be interested, i'll feel like the teenagers are treating me like kiddies. but i wont know haha. but of course i'll appreciate the company (: i didnt put my hokkien into good use. I targeted the only english speaking woman-.- lol. the last time xiaowei and i tried conversing in hokkien we both nearing died of laughter first haha!

wabbit 8D

awesome cute old lady. she likes pink hahaha

tiany! haha

and of course we sang songs together. (: the dance item was canceled cause there wasnt space to perform. but when we were learning together in class in was super funny haha! overall it was pretty cool talking to the folks. we might go back together as in class after EOYs to visit them again(:

too bad towards the end i caught a really bad cold my nose was running away ): there's something wrong with my immunity! class lunch, well sort of, after that at a kopitiam. supposed to go home and rest but ended up all around Singapore. did alot that day. i almost covered the whole red and green line that day cept for bout 5stops!

pasir ris -> clementi -> jurong east -> yio chu kang -> city hall -> paya lebar -> pasir ris

oh yes the DM forgot about my detention! -.- haha but my conduct grade got lowered aww haha.